Nick Carter Fan Fiction: Forbidden Love 44

Chapter 44

**Nick's view.*

I open my eyes and I was little confused what happened. I heard soft voice singing near by and I looked around and I saw Mary near by window singing to someone. “Hey. Who are you singing?” I asked and then she asked to be quiet. She smiled to me and walked to near me. “How's your head, fainter?” she asked and talked very low voice. “Pains like hell. What happened?” I asked and stood up to sit. And then I saw this cute little baby on her arms sleeping. “Oh my god, he's cute. We need to make these more.” I whispered to her and smile at her. She smiled and start to walk again around the room. “Maybe some day. I need some break to do these.” She sat down to rocking chair and hold him on her arms like never wanted to let him go. “Where's everyone?” I wondered and stood up of the bed. She looked up to me and swing on rocking chair. “Home sleeping. It's 2am.” I looked at to my watch and then to Mary. “How long I've been unconscious?” She looked at me with her smile. She was so beautiful. I love her smiling like that. “12 hours.” 12 hours?! Oh my god! That's almost like whole day! “12 hours? I've been unconscious 12 hours?” I asked shocked. Mary laughed low and swing on rocking chair. She looked at me. “Oh I like to do that. No you weren't unconscious 12 hours. You were unconscious 8 hours. You faint when Mike birth. You shouldn't look.” I love her laugh. I smiled and walked near by the chair and looked down to Mike. “Oh he's so small. He looked bigger when he come out of you.” Mary laughed and looked at me. “Oh stopped. You are so mean.” I lean down and give kiss to her. “You know I like to tease you.” I smiled to her. We laughed until someone walked in the room. We both watched to door and Jesse was standing there. “I told you to stay away from her.” He pointed at me and walks very pissed off to me. I lift my hands up and looks at him. “I didn't do anything. I guess leave you two alone then.” I was about to move to door, but Jesse craps on my shirt and throw me out of the room. “Stay out!” And he shut the door. What was this guys problem? He need to go talk to psychiatrist. I peek from the window inside to see them. Jesse was yelling at her. “You stupid shit! I was gonna forgive you, but now I see you on his arms! I had enough Mary!” Mary looked very scared and was putting Mike on the cradle. He was crying, but in danger if Jesse put his hands on her or hit her. I just needed to see it. “Just stop it! You were the one who said we should not going married! I did love you, Mac!” Mac? Is that his nickname? “Don't start that bullshit. I saw how you kissed him! You don't deserve him! He don't wanna get married!” Jesse was pointing to this direction and was looking too. He saw me looking in the room. He walked to window and shut the curtain down. “Go to hell Carter!” Yes.. he was an asshole. “Don't yell at him! This all is your fault, Mac! I went back together with him cause he really loves me! Marriage is not answer to everything!” I heard Mary yelling. Why she said that? She want to go married. What change her mind about that? 

I thought for moment and then I felt someone hand on my shoulder. I scared hell out of it and looked who was it. It was very old looking guy. I looked a man for moment and I saw something familiar about him. “yes? How can I help you sir?” He was about to say something but Mary start to scream loud. “I'm that screamers father. Ronald. Nice to meet you.” He offer his hand and I shake it. “I'm Nick. Mary's friend. I think so.” I smiled to Mary's dad. I never had meet him. He seem to be very nice. “Who is she fighting with?” He looked very worried. “Her fiancé. I think so.” Ronald looks at me odd look on his face. “You think so about many things. What is going on?” I looked at to him and was about to open my mouth but someone comes out of the room and I turn to see who. Jesse came out of the room very pissed. He walks to me and hits me on my face. “If I ever again see you touch her I kill you, Carter!” I lay against to wall and looked at to Jesse. “Wow guys... No fighting please. Are you Mari's fiancé?” Ronald point to Jesse. “Yes I am and who are you? Her grandpa?” Yes I can see Ronald don't like Jesse either. I was gonna like this man. “No. I'm her father, you jerk. And if you touch him ever again like that.” He was pointing at me. He was protecting me. “I'm gonna kick your butt.” Jesse started to laugh. “You? Gonna kick my butt? Oh I would love to see that someday.” I was just watching them without movement. 

Ronald Pieling

Suddenly Ronald hit Jesse very hard to nose. “Don't mess up with a cop.” He takes something out of his pocket and he got badge. He's a cop? Oh this is getting interesting. I could only smile to Jesse and I sat down to chair. “A cop? I didn't know sir. I'm very sorry.” Jesse was now begging some mercy. “If you hurt my daughter, I'm gonna kill you.” Was it now right time to say that he called her as awful names? “Excuse me Ronald. Can I talk to you for second?” I looked at to Ronald and stood up. “Sure.” he said and we walked aside. “I think you should be careful with him. He yelled to Mary today a lot. He called her even stupid shit and all other stuff. By the way. Does she knows you are here?” I asked suddenly. “No. I haven't seen her in 8 years. I moved to USA about 6 years ago and get job from here and get married. I got son name Aaron.” Wait what? My brother Aaron? I'm confused. “I got brother name as Aaron too. Hopefully we are not talking about same Aaron.” I looked choked. Ronald laughed and looked at me. “No... His last name is Pieling. Not Carter. That's your last name right?” I smiled and nod. “Yes. And first name is Nick.” I introduce myself to Ronald. “Wait... Are you the Nick Carter?” I smiled and laughed for bit. “Depends on what you mean by the?” “Backstreet boy.” he said and smiled. “Oh yeah... yes I am.” He knew who I was? “Yes... Somehow you looked familiar.” What? I was familiar to him. “How that can be? I never had meet you?” “Yes about that. I had seen some picture of her where she was sitting on her room and there some poster of Backstreet Boys. I guess I recognize you from that.” We both smiled to each other. “Wanna go to see her?” I asked and pointed to room. Ronald nods only and looks very unsure. I walked inside the door and saw her laying down on bed watching TV. “Hey. I got surprise for you.” I smiled to her and she didn't respond. She was only changing channels. Ronald walks to room and looks at her daughter. “Hey Mary.” He said nice and soft voice. Mary looks at her father and is surprised. “Daddy?” “Hey sweety. You look good.” Ronald smiled to his own daughter and I was smiling too. Mary stand up of the bed and walks to his father and hugs him tightly. “Hey. Good to see you.” I left quietly out the room and shut the door behind me. “You must be so happy now.” I looked at to Jesse who was talking to me. “Just shut up, Mac.” I sat other side to hallway to chair.

**Mary's view**

I couldn't believe it my dad was hear. We talked and he said he's married and I have a brother name Aaron. It's been 8 years when I saw him last time. He looks so old and better shape. I remember many things about him when I was little girl.

Mary as Young

“Higher daddy! Higher!” I was on swing and it was my 5^th birthday. I didn't have many friend back that day. I didn't know Tina, Nina, Anna, Sidney and Heidi back then. I lived different country back then. Hannah was 7 years old. Mom and dad had a bad fight that day when I was turn into 5 years old. Mom couldn't stand dad's drinking problem.

We weren't happy family. Daddy was drinking a lot alcohol and came home late as drunk. Mom couldn't handle it any more. I was 7 years old when they get divorce and sister was 9 years old. She said that some day we are going to be happy. And we are going to be happy family again. But that never happened.

My life get even worse when mom get engaged to this 1 guy. His name was Joshua. I was 12 years old. I already understood what is sex. One night it was only me and Joshua home alone. And of course our dog Toby who have some issues problems. He was just like Joshua except he was a dog. I was just in my room doing homework when I heard some steps behind me. I turn around and saw Joshua standing there looking at me. “Now we are alone. I have something special for you that your mother can't offer for me.” I stand back and he was only walking closer and closer. I was 12 and he raped me that night! I still remember how much pain I was. I cried my eyes red and my throat hurt. When he was finished he slap me and hit me. “Just to remind you who is boss in the house! If you tell someone about this, you and your mom and sister are dead!” I was very scared that night. 

I even member that, I was not going to school in 2 weeks. Then my teacher came to our home and talked to my mom and asked that is everything okay. Mom was very surprised herself that I wasn't at school. Then Joshua came from the work and recognize mom talking with my teacher. “Mr. Lane. I'm Mary's teacher. She hasn't been at school in 2 weeks. Do you have any idea why?” I heard them talking in the living-room. “No I don't. I really don't know. I just thought one day that she's sick cause she throw up.” Yes I was throwing up at mornings.” Why you didn't tell me she was throwing up?” My mom asked very worried. “I thought you knew. But hey. Don't worry teacher. She's coming school tomorrow. We gonna take care of that.” No way I wasn't let him to do that and I couldn't just listening in my room and let him to raping me again. I walked out of my room and shout lout as hard as I can. “YOU IDIOT! YOU TELL THEM THE TRUTH!” Teacher and mother put their looks on to Joshua. “You wanna tell us something, Mr. Lane?” Joshua looks at me very pissed off look on his face. “I don't know what she's talking about. Go to your room, Mary. Now!” I was just standing there. I was going to be strong about one. “No. You can't make me.” I said to him and then he had enough. He walks to me and slap me hard on my face and kicks me to my room. “Joshua! Stopped! You are hurting her!” I heard my mom shouting. “You stay out of this bitch! This is just me and Mary bisness!” Joshua shouted. 

Joshua Lane

“Mr. Lane! She's only a child! You can't treat her like that. I call a cops.” Joshua pull his gun on his pants and pointed it to teacher. “Don't do it, Mr. Kannigan. Put it down or I'll shoot her.” He pointed gun to my mom now. “Stop! Leave her alone!” I cried and shouted to Joshua. “Shut up you, whore! You are next!” He was looking at me to my room from my door. I was on my back on the floor. I couldn't move cause he kicked me hard on my stomach and face. Suddenly teacher attack him and tried to take gun on his hands. “Run, Mary!” Teacher was looking at me and I only shake my head. “I can't. I'm hurt.” Mom run to my room and help me to get up. “Come on sweety. Let's go.” Joshua suddenly gets rid of the grip off teacher and points the gun to him and shot him to chest. I scream hard and start to cry. “You killed him!” “Shut up! Both of you!” He pointed gun to us now. Mom and I were now sitting on the floor helpless. “Tara, Tara, Tara...” he laughed and lift my mom up. “No! Mother.” I cried. “Just let her be alone.” My mom begged him but he only smiled. “Oh sweet Tara. You don't know how part she is about this. I only engaged with you to be near by her. And you know what? I have raped her many times in this room. Right there.” He pointed on the floor where I was sitting on. Mom looks at me and start to cry. “No. That is not true. Mary tell me it's not true.” I only cried and have hands on my stomach. I was still on pain. “She won't tell a thing cause I told to not to. You wanna know why?” Joshua asked. “You disgusting piece of shit! She's 12 years old! How could you!?” My mom now shouted at him. Joshua only laughed. He think this was funny. “Look at you daughter, Tara. She's most beautiful young girl I ever seen and I so wanted her. I couldn't let that guy...” he was pointed Backstreet Boys poster on my wall. He was talking about Nick Carter. “...To do that honor. And besides, he's 9 years older than she is. Why you think she would ever meet him and get married and have some kids, Tara? That's only dream she have. I can give her everything she wants. You were only toy for me, Tara.” I couldn't believe what I just heard. He was after me? I stood up and looked at to Joshua and my mom. “Mom... I'm very sorry. I should tell you earlier about this.” I started to cry. “It's okay sweetheart. I forgive you. You go to USA and find that guy.” She pointed at to Nick. “No! She don't go anywhere!” He was pointing gun on me now and mom tried to stop him. “Don't shot her. She's only 12 years old!” I saw my sister Hannah standing in hallway. Joshua was focusing on to mom. I only watched my sister very afraid look on me. Hannah went to balcony and tried to be silent as she can. I didn't know what she was doing but hoping that she was about to call 911 right now. “You don't know anything about her, Tara. She's mine, little girl. And I tell when she dies and it's her time right now.”

I was in my thoughts and suddenly I heard my dad's voice. “Mary? You okay?” I looked at to my dad. He was really here. Yes dad. What are you doing here? How long it's been?” He out me on his arms and hugs me tightly. “8 years my little angel. 8 years.” I missed him so much. He looked to be very in good shape. “Dad. What are you doing here?” He looked at me to my face and smiled. “I live here sweety. I have live here 6 years now. What are you doing here with the Backstreet dude?” he touched my cheek and smiled. “Oh dad. It's Backstreet Boys. Not dudes.” I walked back to sit on my bed. “Okay... Boys. So how's your mother doing? She must be very happy with Joshua.” He sat on bed next to me. I don't wanna remember that again. “Dad... Mom and Joshua are dead. Joshua killed mom and then he killed himself by jumping on the building.” I started to cry to think of for the moment that happened.

Tara Pirke

“No! Don't kill my little girl! Please! I'll do anything!” My mom was on her knees to beg to Joshua to not to kill me. “Oh so you want me to kill you?” Joshua asked and looked down to my mom. I was praying to my sister to call police soon as possible. And then I heard siren near by. It was police, ambulance and even fire engine. My mom was going to be okay now. “Cops! Who called fucking cops?!” Joshua shouted and pointed gun to moms forehead hard. “I don't know! Please. It can be neighbors cause you shot Mary's teacher. Please don't kill us!” Mom was still begging on her knees and cried. “Shut up Tara. Let me think for moment!” Joshua shouted and started to be panicked. Mom looked to me and smiled. “Everything is going to be okay sweety” I nod to mom and smiled for bit. “Everything is not going to be okay! Come here you piece of shit!” Joshua crapped my mom out of my room. I was afraid to that he was going to kill her. “Don't try to escape!” I hear Joshua to shout to my mom. “No let me go! Police is here and you can't escape from them!” I crawled slowly to my rooms door to see something. I peeked to outside and saw that mom and Joshua were on balcony. Oh no... Hannah was there too. But somehow I couldn't see her. 


Suddenly I felt someones hand on my mouth. “Please... Be quiet. It's me.” I looked up to see sister. “What is going on?” She whispered quietly. “Joshua had rapped me many times and now it came out. I'm so scared he's gonna kill us.” Hannah looks to balcony and sees a gun. “Where did he get a gun?” She asked. “I don't know. Please. Was it you who call a cops?” She looked down on me and smiled. “My sweet little sister. Of course I did. I saw how you showed with your eyes to call 911. We have to find away to get mom out of there.” She start to think but suddenly Joshua comes back inside with mom from balcony. “Hey! Get away form her!” Joshua was now pointing gun to Hannah. Oh she's trouble. Hannah step back on Mary and looks at Joshua. “You don't deserve my mom. Not the way you had treat me and Mary. You hit us and kick us. And then you rape my little sister. You deserve to die!” Hannah was shouting to Joshua. “Please, Hannah. What ever you decade to do, do not.” mom said and looked so sad. “Listen your mother and put the bat away.” My sister hold a bat? I looked up to my sister who was holding bat on her hands. “No. Over my dead body.” Hannah said and hold her bat tightly on her hands. “Fine.” Joshua said and point the gun to Hannah and shoot. “NOOOOO!” Mom shouted and jump between bullet and my sister. “Mother!” I shouted. Joshua watched to us and then run away. “Mother! No!” Hannah shouted and went to next to mom who was laying down on floor bleeding. “My sweet little girls. Be good girls. Mommy loves you both so much.” She touch us both from the cheek gently and then she was gone. “No! Mother! Please don't die! Oh God!” Hannah shout and cried. I couldn't move. I couldn't speak. I just watched my moms dead body. Hannah was holding moms body against her body and hold her tightly. “I swear god mom that he's gonna pay for this.”

Nick Carter Fan Fiction: Forbidden Love 43

Chapter 43

Mari gets out of the hospital and everyone are happy about it. All is asking all the time why she tried to do suicide. Mary was too tired to answer any questions. She only walked upstairs and walks to her old room. Nick looks at everyone disappointed. “What is wrong with you, all? She just get out of the hospital. Give her some space will you.” And he walked upstairs too. Mary looks around the room and sighs. She then feels someones hand around her warmly and feels lips on her neck. “Hey... You okay?” Nick whispered softly to Mary's ear. She turn around face to face him. “No I'm not okay, Nick. Soon I'll need to go hospital again cause of Mike.” She touch her stomach gently and sighs. Nick put her to another hug and gives kiss to cheek. “You are doing fine.” Mary move away form Nick and looks at him. “I need to go bathroom. I'll be right back.” She then walk out of the room to bathroom. Nick looks after her and sighs. “I'll be here waiting.” He said to himself and sat down on bed and fall on his back to lay down.

Mary sit on toilet and sighs deep. Suddenly she got the feeling that someone is with her. She looks around and be scared cause there's standing woman on the shower. She fall on the floor and point at to woman. “W-w-who are you?” woman only smiles and walks closer to help Mary to stand up. “No need to scare me. I will no harm.” Mary looks at woman as mouth is open. “You look just like me.” She point woman first and then herself. “How that can be possible?” Mary asked choked. Woman helps Mary to sit down and start to speak, but just only smile. “DO you know who I am?” Mary nods her head. “You are dead.” Mary said and looks at woman. “Yes. My name is Emilia. You might heard of me.” Mary gulps and can't stop staring her. “You are so beautiful to be as dead.” Emilia smiles to Mary and sat down edge of bathtub. “Thank you. You are very beautiful yourself and I can see you are about labor soon.” Emilia point to Mary's stomach. They talk chat long time.

Nick started to worry and began to think. “She's too long gone.” He think for moment what happened last time when she was on bathroom. “Oh no.” He jump off the bed and start to knock the door. “Mary? Answer me. Are you okay?” He heard some giggle and then Mary opens door. “Hey. Yes. I'm fine. I'm talking with Emilia.” Mary said and pointed to bathtub what was empty. Nick looks at bathroom and is confused. “I don't see her. Here's no one.” Nick looks at Mary. “You don't see her? She's right there.” Mary said and pointed to bathtub and then she sees that there really is no one. “She was here before. I swear Nick. She was here.” Mary looks at Nick. Nick walks more inside to bathroom and then looks at to Mary. “Mary. You saw delusions. I had that too. I had seen her too, but I know it's only delusions.* Nick touch gently to Mary's face and smiles. “Why she can be alive and never show herself to me? Any idea why?” Mary put her look down and is like she's knowing something. “You know something. What she told you?” Nick asked and try to look at her eyes. Mary open her hand and there's 2 rings on her hand. Nick knows those rings and start to freak out. “Where did you get those?” Mary looks at Nick and walks closer to him. “She gave them to me. Just before you knock the door.” Nick step away form Mary and shakes his head. “No... I buried those with her. This can't be happening. This is too much. I need some air.” He walks out of the bathroom and walks to his own rooms balcony.

Mary looks at rings for moment and then walks out of the bathroom. “Finally it's free.” Aaron said and runs to bathroom fast. Mary looks at Aaron odd face on her face. “Here's bathroom somewhere else, you know.” Mary said. Aaron didn't respond anything. Mary walks to Nick's room and looks around to room to find Nick. Nick was on the balcony standing rest on his hand to fence edge. She don't know what to do so she put rings to Nick's table where's picture of Emilia. She take a picture and looks at it. “She was very beautiful.” Mary think on her mind and put it back to desk but then she recognize someone form the background form the picture. She looks at the person closely. It can't be. She takes a picture and walks out of the room. She walks to her room and sat next to her laptop. Search: Richie Suzi. There's was arrested picture of Richie and how he is getting free from jail. What she is going to do now?

“Mommy?” Mary heard Bridie's voice from the door and turn her head there. “Hey sweety. Is everything okay?” Bridie walks to her mommy and shows her hand. “I got hurt. Holly push me accidentally.” Mary lift her daughter to her laps and looks at her hand. “That's just small scratch sweety. We can fix that.” Gives kiss to Bridie's forehead. “Is daddy okay? I saw him sitting alone on the balcony.” Mary puts Bridie's hair aside and smiles to her. “Daddy had a bad day. Want to cheer him up?” Bridie nods and walks out of the room. “Wait for me Bridie.” Mary smiles and gets up, but the suddenly she feels something and she sit down back. “Aaah.” Mary said when she felt pain on her stomach. Bridie walks back to her mom and looks worried. “Mommy?” Mary looks at her daughter. “Go get daddy, sweety.” feels another big contraction and start to fall down to floor. Bridie runs to Nick and pulls his sleeve. “Daddy, daddy! Help mommy.” Nick looks at her daughter. “What is it Bridie? Where's mommy? Show your dad.” Bridie takes Nicks hand on to her and pulls him with her to Mary's room where Mary is sitting on floor. Nick runs to Mary and goes to his knees. “What's wrong?” Nick asked and looks at Mary who is feeling many contractions. “I think it's time to go back.” Mary said and can't stand up. “You are gonna labor? Now?” Nick is on big shock. “Yes! Ask someone to call 911 or I'm gonna labor this baby right here.Oh god it hurts so bad.” Mary shouted painfully.

“Someone call 911! Now! Aaron.. Call 911.” Point to Aaron who is walking on the hallway. “What she did now?” Aaron asked and looked at to Mary. “Nothing! She's going to labor! Now call 911!” Nick shouted to Aaron, so that almost the whole house was shaking. Aaron take his phone and start to make a call. Mary looks at to Nick very painfully. “Wow... I never had heard you that loud. So damn sexy.” Nick looks at Mary and gives kiss to her forehead. “It's bad time to talk about sex babe. First we need to get you hospital, you born labor and then get rest couple weeks. Then we can think that again.” Mary suddenly felt that pain stops and looks at to Nick. “I don't feel any pain now. Maybe wrong alarm.” Nick looks at Mary and smiles. “Don't look at me. I don't know anything about labors.” Mary smiles and then she felt something wet coming out of her vagina. Nick looks down at her and then put his look at Mary. “That was gross. What did you do?” Mary looks scare. “I guess water just broke.” Nick looks at to Mary. “I know that part. Okay... we are going.” Lift Mary to his arms and carry her out of the room. “Aaron... Tell them that I drive her there!” Shouts to Aaron when he is walking downstairs.

About in 20 minutes Nick drives to hospital and gets out of the car to other side to car. He opens Mary's side door and carry her to inside. “Someone help. My friend is going to labor!” Nurse walks to Nick and brings wheelchair where Nick let her down to sit down. “When her water broke?” Nurse asked and was moving Mary to labor room. “About 20 minutes ago.” Nick said still bit confused. “Are you father of this child, sir?” Nurse asked and Nick only shake his hand. “But she doesn't have anyone else than me.” Mary is feeling terrible pain. “Get this baby inside of me now!” Nurse helps Mary to labor chair and looks at to her Vagina. “We are ready to labor, miss. Need some anesthesia, miss?” Mary start to push and doesn't answer to nurse. “I guess not. You can stay sir.” Nick walks to Mary's right side and takes her hand to his. “I'm here. I don't go anywhere.” Nick kiss Mary's forehead what is all sweat. “Okay miss... push again.” Mary push hard and squeezed Nick hand hard. “Aaaaaargh!” Nick shouts about pain. Mary looks at Nick and let go of his hand. “Sorry.” Nick hold his hand and walks around the room painfully. “Son of... That hurt like hell.” Nurse looks at vagina again and looks at Mary. “Okay miss. I can see head... 1 last push. You can do it.” Mary took deep breath and then push very hard like she was roaring. Nick looks at down to Mary and sees small little baby coming out of her. “Oh my god. I had saw now everything. How did you do that?” And then suddenly he faint to floor.