Chapter 40
**Nick's View**
It’s been 5
years when I saw her last time. It’s now July’s 30th 2009 and she’s
now what 20 years old. We had moved to bigger house. There was 5 levels and
everyone had own rooms. Hannah’s, Nina’s and Tina’s view friends are here too.
Their names are Anna, Sidney and Heidi. Other Backstreet guys moved here too
with their wifes and girlfriends. Good to have them around here. Hannah and
Hayden are getting married this weekend and all was so mess up. I’m Hayden’s
best men. Glad I can help for him. I knew I’m going to see Mary today. She
wouldn’t ever miss her sister’s wedding. At the moment I’m not dating anyone.
Thing didn’t go very well with Mariah. I started my live the better. I almost
die last year by using drugs and alcohol. I guess I was missing her so much.
Wondering was she still with Jesse? I so hoped she would be single. Door bell
ring and Hannah ran fast she could to front door and screamed loud. “Oh my god!
You are here! Oh gosh I missed you so much! How did you find here?” I heard her
screaming and laughing. And then I heard familiar voice. It was her. “Hey. Well
it was very difficult. Good to be back. I need to go pee. I have hold it so
long.” I wanted to look to front door, but I just couldn’t look. “Yeah. Walk
thought the living-room and then right. There’s some guys living-room. They can
tell you the way.” I heard them talking and I heard Hannah to say Living-room.
I was in the living-room. I stoop up of the couch and was going to walk
backyard door, but then I heard her saying something. “Excuse me… Where’s
bathroom?” She must be asking that from me. I didn’t turn around and I just
pointed at to right side to door and walked outside. I walked to grill where
dad was grilling and sat to chair. “She’s here, dad. I’m nervous.” Bob looked
inside and then back to me. “She is? Where did she go?”he asked and was just
grilling. “She went to Bathroom. She asked that from me and I pointed at to
her.” “How did she look like? Did she look good?” I looked up to my dad. “I
didn’t look . She only saw me from back.” I fall to chair and drank my beer.
Suddenly I hear some kids laughing outside. I looked at to child and it was
this little girl who had blonde hair and green dress. I looked at my dad. “Did
she…?” Bob lift his shoulders up. “I don’t know. Maybe she did.” I sighed and
fall down back to chair. Then I heard her again with Hannah to walking outside.
“Oh it’s so beautiful here. And house is so huge. So where we can sleep at
weekend?” We? She was with someone? I looked at dad. “I can’t do this. I have
to talk to Hayden and tell him how sorry I am. I can’t just be around her. It’s
just too much.” Dad looked very surprised look on his face. “What?” I
questioned. He points somewhere with his finger and I looked at where dad
pointed his finger. Oh my god! Was she…? Can’t be!
**Mary’s
view**
I sat down
to garden chair and talked with my sister about wedding. “Oh flowers looks
amazing. I’m so happy for you. You are going to be tomorrow Mrs. Christensen.”
She was happy. I can totally tell. I looked around and start to think where was
Nick. “Is Nick here or is he somewhere club drinking?” I looked at to my sister
and Hannah pointed at to Nick with Bob. “He’s right there.” I looked at the way
she pointed. Oh my god! Was that really him? Oh wow. He looks good and so sexy.
“That’s Nick?” I was very choked and I looked at my sister. Hannah nods and
smiles. “You should go talk to him. You two have daughter over there.” She
pointed at my daughter Bridie. “Don’t point at her, please. I will tell him. he
might be mad now why I didn’t tell him about Bridie. “And now you are pregnant
to Jesse? Which one it is?” I looked at down to my stomach and touch it. “It’s
a boy. We already decide a name for him. Mike.” I smiled to my sister. “So when
you and Hayden are going to get some kids?” I was about to ask, but I felt
someone’s hands around me and start to kiss my neck. “Here you are, babe. Are
you running away from me?” I smiled and turn around to see Jesse. “No. I just
came to see backyard. It’s so beautiful.” I kissed him gently and he smiled at
to me. “Where’s Bridie? I found her something.” Shows soft toy what Bridie lost
yesterday when we get to plane. “Oh you found it. She’s going to be so happy.” I
stood up and hugged Jesse. Jesse laughs and hugs me. “I want to give it to her.
So have you seen Nick?” He asked and I looked at him. “Yeah, but haven’t talk
to him. He’s over there.” I pointed at to Nick who was now grilling while Bob
was inside. Jesse looks at to Nick and waves to him. Nick waves back and just
continues cooking. Jesse looks at me and smiles. “You should talk to him and tell
him about Bridie.” I sat back down. “I will honey. Don’t you worry. You just go
find Bridie.” I smiled to him and he gave me kiss before he left to find
Bridie. I looked at back to my sister. “So I asked you a question.” She just smiles
and was very mystery. “What? Are you?” I only asked and she nods smiling. “Oh
my god!” I screamed so loud and start to hug her happily. “This is so great. I’m
going to be aunt.” Hannah laughed to me and sighs. “Yes. It really is great. I
never had been this happy. I love him so much. Oh I’m going to be nervous
tomorrow.” I smiled to her. “You are just going to be fine.” I felt like I was
needed to go bathroom again. “Oh god. I need to go bathroom again. Damn this
child is killing me if he could have a chance.” I laughed and stood up. “Need
help?” My sister asked and I only shake my head. “I’ll be fine. I’m right back.”
I walked back to inside to bathroom. I looked at myself to mirror and I saw
happiest woman in the world. I was finally engaged with Jesse and wedding is
next year. And baby boy is on the way. I never thought baby comes first before
wedding. I was finish by the bathroom and I open the bathroom door and Nick was
behind it smiling. “Hey Mary. It’s been while.”
**Nick’s
view**
She opened
door and I looked at her smiling. “Hey Mary. It’s been while.” She looked at me
and she got this wonder look on her face. “What you want?” She asked and I was
just cool. “I just wanted to say hi. It’s been 5 years since we’ve been talking
and here we are talking to each other.” She walked away from me to living-room
and I followed her. “I can see you are still with Mr. McCartney. And made 1 kid
and not other one is coming. Your dream did come true.” I looked at her she
looked so beautiful even she was pregnant. And she was shining like a star.
Pregnancy fits for her. She turns around to looking at me. “Seriously Nick.
What you really want? Getting back together?” I started to laugh and I looked
at her. “You are kidding me? You don’t want me back. You are with Jesse and you
have very cute daughter out there and new on the way. I’m so happy for you
guys.” I did fake smile and she notice it. “You don’t mean it. I recognize your
fake smile.” she snapped at to me. “Alright. Fine. I’ll leave then.” I walked
away from her to backyard door. “She’s yours, Nick.” She suddenly said and I
freeze to door and start to think for moment and then I looked at to her. “What?”
She walks closer to me and gulps. “She’s yours. Bridie is your daughter Nick. She’s
4 years old. I birth her when I was 15. I just couldn’t do abort.” I was a
father again? I needed to sit down for moment. I sat closest chair where I can
sit down. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you earlier, but I kind of promised to you
that I don’t want to see you never again. When I get Bridie…” I didn’t let her
finish her clause. “Just stop. Okay. This is so much for me now.” I stood up
and looked at her. “You should tell me about her! I don’t fucking care that you
won’t talk to me, but Jesus Mary! She’s my daughter and she don’t know who is
her father! I won’t ever forgive you this. I’m going to take this to court! Believe
it or not… I will win for her to me.”
And I just walked away from her to back outside very pissed off. I walked to far
away from house to our own private lake and sat to dock. I just can’t believe
she didn’t tell me I have a daughter. Was her name? Bridie? I guess that was
it. This is terrible. And I thought all is going to be good, but I was wrong.
She took my kid away from me and now she tells me about it. This is just wrong.
I took view rocks and throw them to water. “Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!”
I yelled hard as I can up to the sky. It was only thing I can do now. “God!
Why?! Why did you do this to me?! Did I do something wrong?!” Yes I was talking
to God who never answered back to me. I missed her and she’s still with that
jerk. Son of bitch, McCartney!
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