Thursday, June 21, 2012

Nick Carter Fan Fiction: Forbidden Love 38

Chapter 38

**Nick’s view**

She really want to know? I wanna tell how sorry I am what I did. She was waiting  for me, tell her why I didn’t go date with Mariah. I looked at her and smiled to her. “Are you very sure?” I asked and she nod at me again. I smiled to her and walked closer to her, but she moves away. I stop walking and just looking at her. I sighed deeply.
“Fine. I didn’t go cause you weren’t. I hate that guy you are with. I want you to forgive me and start to be with me again.” I looked at her response and then she hit me to my face. “You son of bitch! How could you? You broke my heart! You left me!” She snapped at me. I know I left her, but now I know  that I wanna be with her. I so deeply wish that we can be from that day when I left her. Yes… That was yesterday.
“Say something! Don’t you have anything to say?!” She was still mad. Say something to her. “I love you.” I only said and she looks at me chocked. “So that’s it. You thought I could take you back like that and forgive you? No, no, no, no, no… I don’t want to be any part of your life no longer.” Did she really mean that? She must be joking. “What now?” I asked and she only looked around her room and start to thinking something. “Maybe I should move away from this house. I know Jesse would love to take me to live with him.” She looked at me and was very pissed. So this is it. I lost her for good? No… I can’t let her go. I love her too much. “Please. Just don’t go. I beg you. Stay here cause of your friends. I move out if you want that. I can live at my summerhouse.  Just don’t go.” I begged her and looked at her very sad. She thinks for moment and sighs. “No… I can’t be around you. I know this is your dad’s house. You will come here to see me and I don’t wanna see you. Ever again, Nick.”
And then she started to pack her stuff. She was really going away. And I won’t see her again? I walked away from her room and let her just be. Somehow I will get her. And maybe many years later, I might wanna get married. I’m 23 years old. How could someone get married in this age? Brian did. Well he wanted family so long. Baylee is great kid and Leighanne is lucky woman to have Brian. Howie, AJ and I are single guys. When on earth we are going to find those girls for us from out there? Well Emilia was my true love and I lost her. And that Emilia ghost… It felt so good. Thinking of Emilia, makes me start to thinking of her. Oh gosh. What is wrong with me? Just stop Nick. Emilia is gone and you had found your new true love and she’s going away from you, cause you were such an asshole. I sat down to hallways couch and took deep breath. I closed my eyes for moment and then there was touch to m lab. I open my eyes and there she was again. Emilia was smiling at me. I couldn’t say any word and she started to kiss me deeply. Oh god she was best kisser I ever known. Why she have to die? I touched her and she felt so real. Oh god. Don’t hit my face again when you did in my cars backseat. I kissed her deeper and she moaned. Oh yes. She liked it. She started to touch my crotch and my cock grows up fast. Was I really going to have sex with Emilia. It’s been 2 months when she past away. I moved her face to see her. God she was so beautiful. I touched her hair and pare skin. Oh she was softer than before. We didn’t talk at all. She just looked at me smiling. I smiled back at her and then she start to open my jeans. Was she going to…? Oh god. Yes! Do it! I have waiting this for long! She remove my jeans off and smiles at me only. We were still quiet? Maybe I was suppose to be quiet so she won’t go anywhere. She took my cock to her mouth and started to moan. Oh god yes. That felt so good even she’s dead. I wanna be dead too. I wanna so much to be with her. Being dead can’t be so bad, right? I looked down on her and she was sucking my cock hardly than ever. Damn. She never suck it like that. She had learn some new moves. I so enjoyed that. I lead my head back and enjoyed her. I then heard door opening somewhere and opened my eyes. I looked down on my and I couldn’t believe this! Was I masturbating ? I quickly took my pants back on me and stand up to see someone. I saw Mary. She was carrying her bags out of her room. Oh no. She was really leaving. I move closer to her and walked in front of her. “Let me help to carry those. It’s only thing I can do.” I was trying to be nice. “You stay away from her, Nick. I’m here to help her.” I heard Jesse’s voice behind me and I looked at her. “You invite him here?” I questioned from her and she didn’t answer and give her bags to Jesse. “Let’s go babe. You are going to be fine at my place now.” Jesse said and walked downstairs with Mary and I just stand there for doing nothing to stop her. Well I was this stupid. Now I only have Mariah. I should give her a try to be with me. I took my cell and called to Mariah. I told her how sorry I was about tonight. Well she was easy cake. She said she will be here soon so we can have some sex. She said she want to give me blowjob in the shower. Damn. She knew how to make me mood this time. I so wanted that. I was going to be fine with Mariah. I’m going to forgot about Mary and move on. She left and I didn’t have any choice to be with her ever again. The end for us. 

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