Chapter
41
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**Mary's
view**
I stand
there for moment and looked that Nick left very pissed off. Oh I had
it enough with him. I walked after him. Didn't care what other
thought. I have to talk to him to not take this to court. I asked
from Bob where did Nick went. He pointed to forest where was foot
bath to somewhere. I thanked him and walked to forest. Couldn't run
with this big stomach. It take maybe 1 minute to walk that bath and I
saw this cute small house. I looked at for second. It was very cute.
I was light blue. Windows frames were white. Reminds me of
summerhouse. I looked inside to from window, but it was no one in
there. I walked to front door what was other side of the house. I
tried to door, but it was locked. I looked around and there he was.
Sitting docks edge, feet into water. I looked very pissed and so was
I. I walked closer very quietly and tried to be calm. He then
suddenly turns around and sees me. I guess he heard me walking. Damn
this weight. If I can get my own weight back he wouldn't hear me
walking. “Just leave me alone.” And he put his look back to
water. I stopped walking and looked at dock. “Please come here so
we can talk. I can't come with this stomach there.” I tried to joke
for bit but he didn't laugh or smile. He turn his head to look at me.
“I can hear you from here just fine. What you want?” And then he
looked back to water. “Please Nick. Don't take her away from me.
She's everything to me.” I looked at him and he took deep breath.
“What else I can do? You never called and tell me about her. “
Okay... I needed to be near by him. I took first step carefully to
dock and then he turns around to look at me. “What are you doing?
You hurt yourself here.” He stood up and looked at me. I stopped
walking and put my hand crossed each other against to my chest. “So
you do care. Why don't you talk to me like adult? Or you'll be over
there.” I pointed at lake. He lift his eye browns up and looks at
me. “You are not strong enough to do that.” I smiled devil look
and walked closer to him. He looks to his feet and sees that dock is
going down and water is getting up. “Don't. Stop. Okay. I'm
coming.” And he walks away from dock. “I knew that will work.”
I smiled for bit and walked to terrace for sit to chair. Nick sat to
another chair and looks at me. “How far are you?” he points at to
my stomach. I looked down to my stomach and touch it gently. “8
months and 2 weeks. So labor is soon. I hope I won't labor in the
wedding.” I looked at to Nick and smiled. He smiled for bit. He
moves closer to me and is rest on to his knees with his both elbows.
“I'm very sorry. I know I hurt you. And very badly.” He then
looks at up to me. I looked down to him and smiled. “That's kinda
of too late now, Carter. You are too late for ask forgiveness.” He
moved back and rest on chair now and looks at me. “I know. I just
thought you might forgive me. You kind of did in my dream. I see
dreams about you a lot lately. I think those means something.” I
smiled and looked at him. “It's only a dream Nick. Those are not
real.” I told him and he stands up and moves to edge of to handrail
and rest on it with his hands. “I still love you. I can't live
without you. I shouldn't let you go with him. But I did. This all is
my fault.” I stand up and walked closer to him. “It is your
fault. You didn't want to get married. And you said never. I still
remember that Nick.” He close his eyes and is now resting on to
handrail with elbows and put his hands to his eyes to not cry. “I
know I said that. I was fucking 24. Now that I'm older, I can't stop
thinking of marriage. I want to get married. Stupid I know.” He
took deep breath and stand up straight. “How tall are you?” I
looked up to Nick, who was so tall. “189cm. Why?” He lift himself
to on the handrail sitting and looks at me. “Nothing. You are very
tall. Taller when I saw you last time.” He grinned and smiled. “Are
we here talking about how tall I am or about Bridie?” I have to
smile for that. I was nervous to be around him. No wonder. He looked
so sexy and his body. Did he have six back under his shirt? I might
gonna see it soon if he goes to pool or just taking a sun. “Mary?
You with me?” I was in my thoughts and Nick snapped his fingers to
wake me up. “Sorry. Yeah... We are here talking about Bridie.” I
said and sat to nearest chair to look at him while we are talking.
“What were you thinking? You were quiet like 10 seconds.” he said
and looked at me smiling. “Nothing. Just let it go. It was
nothing.” I didn't look at him. He was too sexy to be true. “Come
on. You can't even look at me. You were thinking of me, right?” He
was still looking at me and I can see he was smiling like he was
enjoying this. I looked up to him. “No I wasn't thinking of you.
Like I said. It's nothing.” He fall down off the handrail and moves
closer to me and is resting his hands to chairs handrail where I'm
sitting on and looks at me to my eyes. “You are lying. I know when
you are lying. You are panicking now cause I'm this close to you. You
might thinking how good I look. And now you are might thinking. “What
was I thinking to let him go? He's so handsome.” And yes dear. I
have six back if you wonder what. So please. Tell me the truth. If
you lie to me one more time. I'll kiss you.” I looked at to him to
his eyes and I gulped. This wasn't happening. I was panicking
alright. He was handsome as hell. And he was right about everything.
Think Mary think! “So? What was you thinking?” he asked very calm
and moves closer and closer to my lips. “My mom.” I said and he
moves further back. “Your mom?” he looks me into my eyes and
start to read me. “Yes. I just figure that my mom is dead and she
have no chance to meet her grandchildren. I feel so sad about it.”
I hope that will work. Nick knows how much I miss my mom cause she
past away 5 weeks ago before I even knew Nick. He moves away from me
and rest on to handrail with his back. “Sorry. I know how much you
miss your mom. I shouldn't be so rude. And it's not my place to know
what are you thinking. I'm sorry.” Wow... That really worked. I'm
proud of myself. Sorry mom that I use you for excuse. “Well if she
would be still alive she's your child grandmother. And I know how
much you would like her. She believed on God. Me another hand. Not so
much.” He looks at me and looks very mystery. “One thing what
keeps me wondering.” He walks back and forth on terrace in front of
me. “What's that, Nick?” I looked at him when he was walking. He
stops and looks at me. “Did you really went to back to Finland?”
He took that up. “Yes. Jesse moved there with me. We are living
there.” I looked seriously at him. “Jesse? In Finland?” he
started to laugh. I stand up and punch him to shoulder. “Don't you
dare to laugh. He's doing good in there. He is learning Finnish. You
another hand are not so helpful.” He looks at me and stops
laughing. “Ouch. That hurt.” He touches his shoulder. “Don't be
such an baby.” He goes down to his knees and takes something under
mat. “Wanna see inside?” He shows me a key as smiling. “You
know someone could robber this place if they would know that key is
right under their feet.” I looked at to him. He opens the door and
put lights on. “I build this with Brian and Alex. Very cool huh?”
He walks to kitchen what was in the same room with living-room. House
was very beautiful. “it is cool. So who pick up the colors?” I
sat on the couch. Oh it was very comfortable. “I did. This is my
place where I sleep at night sometimes when I wanna be alone.” He
was doing something in the kitchen. “What are you doing in there?”
He only laughed and then he comes back with two glasses and bottle
of... champagne? “Want some wine?” He asked and shows a bottle
of wine. “I can't drink Nick. I'm pregnant.” I looked at him.
“Don't worry. It's non-alcohol.” He pour to both glass some wine
and handed to me another one. I was unsure first, but I took a glass.
“Okay. 1 glass.” he smiles and sat to coffee table and looks at
me and holds his glass on his hands. “Tell me what you want.” I
took a zip of the wine and looks at to Nick. “I don't want you to
take this to court. Bridie is 4 years old. She's going to be sad if
you take her away from me.” He looks at me to my eyes and smiles
for bit. “Why didn't you tell me I have a daughter? And don't tell
me cause you promise not to talk to me. Give me very good reason.”
He didn't shout at me so I had a chance to think for moment. “Well
I wasn't first sure was she yours. I found out last year that she is.
And I was already engaged with Jesse.” He stops me and looks at me.
“What? You are what?” He looked very surprised and same time
chocked. “I'm engaged with Jesse. We are getting married next
year.” He stand up and feels upset. “And I thought I have a
chance to get you back.” he turns around to look at me. “How
could you do this to me? Getting married with a guy who I hate.” he
looked disgusting on his face. I stood up and throw the glass to
wall. “Fuck you! I loved you, but I had to do what I had to do. He
will makes me happy. And now you are telling me that you want to get
married! Is too late Nick! I'm going to marry him and you won't stop
me!” I yelled at him and walked to front door. “We are not
finished here!” he walks to between me and door. “We are! Now
please let me go back to my fiancé!” I looked at him angry. “No!
We need to talk about this! I can't let you marry him! Over my dead
body!” he yelled at me and was just standing in front of door to
not let me go. “Fine!” I yelled at him and took golf club to my
hands. “Now move or I swear god I'll kill you!” I threatened him
with golf club. “With that?” He asked and pointed at golf club. I
looked what I have in my hand and then suddenly he took it away from
my hands very fast. Oh he didn't! “Let me go! Help!” I yelled
hard I could and then Nick shut my mouth. “Don't yell. I don't
wanna hurt you. Okay? I just can't you to marrying him. I love you,
Mary.” He looked at me to my eyes and I tried to get off him, but
he was strong. He had work out! “I let my hand away from your mouth
easily. Don't scream okay?” I nod for him and start to calm down.
He let go his hand away from my mouth and step aside. “See? Didn't
hurt you.” I saw umbrella near by and moved closer to it still
looking at to him. “Well... You didn't but I will.” I took
umbrella and hit with it to Nick to stomach. He fall down to his
knees and then against to wall to lay down. “Oh god that hurt! Why
did you do that?” I looked at him. “Cause you won't let me go and
I want to be with my fiancé. You can't stop me to marrying him. Stay
away from me and Jesse.” I said and walked to door. “Stop! If you
go, I definitely take this to court and told the judge about what did
you do. And you going to lose her for good.” I was about to open
the door, but what he just said stopped me to go. I looked at to him
and he was still on the floor in pain. “You have to let me go,
Nick. I don't love you anymore. It's over.” He get up weakly and
walks closer to me very slow. “Just... Don't go yet. I just wanna
be near you. Feel your hands around me. Kiss you. Touch you. Hold
you. Marry you.” I looked at to him and I was choked. I was about
to go married next year with Jesse and he ask me to marry him? “Marry
you? Nick... I said I don't love you. You left me to that room
alone.” And then suddenly he kisses me very passionate. And touch
me gently from my cheek with both hands. “I love you. We can work
this. Please. I beg you.” I lick my lower lip and still taste his
kisses on it. I so missed those kisses. I touch gently Nicks hand and
looks at him. “No... We can't Nick.” He shake his head and hold
me tight around his arms. “Don't say that. Yes we can. I love you
too much. I can't let you go. Don't go. I will die inside if you are
not around me. I won't be happy without you. I never had love someone
like this before.” Oh no. My body was giving up any minute now. I
so wanted to kiss him and touch his body. His body was HOT! I
couldn't help it, but I lift my head up for bit and kiss his lower
lip for bit. He react it and start to kiss me back. He touch me from
my hips slowly. Was I really going to cheat on Jesse? I haven't had
sex in 6 months! And I was in mood!
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