Nick Carter Fan Fiction: Forbidden Love 36

Chapter 36

**Nick's View**

McCartney! Jesse McCartney! Damn it! I should do something to get them apart, but what? I won't let them to be together. Son of bitch! I looked down and I saw Mariah was still socking my dick. She did very good job, but my mood was gone. She tries to do anything to make me mood. “Mariah? Just stop. That doesn't help.” I said and then she comes under the covers and looks at me. “I can see that. It's like dead worm. What is going on Nick? Is it cause of her?” She pointed at to door and was talking about Mary. “No... Of course not. I'm just tired. You keep me wake up whole night. I need to sleep. My tour is in 5 days. I'm very sorry, Okay?” I looked at her and tried to small to her. She only smiled and she looked like she had an idea or something. I can only ask, “What?” and then she stood up off the bed. “Nothing. I should go so you can have some sleep.” No she was planing something. “Come on. What's up with you?” I sat to bed edge and touch her hand. “You can tell me everything.” I looked at her. “Okay. I wanna come with you to tour. I can't wait 2-3 months when you get home. I wanna be with you.” She wasn't serious or was she? I had only know her 2 days and she want to come to my tour with me? I would more rather to take Mary with me. “Oh god Mariah. You really think I'm going to take you with me? I can't have time with you. I had interviews, meeting fans, concerts...” And then she stops me to speak. “What? Meeting fans? I don't want you to meet fans Nick. I get very jealous if I see you hugging or giving kisses to fans. Please cancel every fan meeting. For me.” She only smiled and begged on her knees. Jeez... I couldn't do that to my fans. Fans are everything to me. “I can't let my fans down. It's my job, Mariah. And we had only know each other 2 days. I think you can handle those 3 months while I'm gone.” I looked at her and her face turn to anger. “No Mariah. Don't show me angry face. I don't like to see you like that. Please.” “Then cancel the fan meetings.” She stood up and took her jacket. “No. I won't do it.” I snapped at her and stand up off the bed. “Fine. I have to do then all by myself. I'm coming. Like it you or not.” she said and she was gone. Son of... She's just like No... I won't say it... yeah Mandy... Wondering how is she doing... I took deep breath and fall on bed. I know I was naked but I didn't feel to dress up or anything but then I heard some giggling from the door. I looked at the door and Nina was standing there looking at me. “Hi. What's up?” I only asked and she couldn't stop laughing. “Very funny to see Nick Carter naked, huh? Why won't you come and test how's it feel.” And I wink at her and the her laughing stopped and she shut my door close. “Shut up, Carter!” She yelled at behind the door. “Love you too, Sweety!” Oh I liked to tease her. I move under covers and started to sleep, but then there was knocking to my door. “Can't I get some sleep?” I stood up and walked to door to open it not even care am I naked. Nudity is nature thing. “What?!” I shout and Mary was behind the door carrying Holly. Mary looks at me down to up and looks at me to my eyes. “You don't have any clothes to put on? You might get sick like that.” I only smiled at her and lick my lips. “Nudity is normal thing, sweetheart. What you want? Sex?” I was so into her now. She was thinking defently sex. I can tell. Her eyes tells everything. “Well not sex. I want you to look after your daughter. I need to get ready to my big date.” I Iook at her and I was surprised. “Date? With who?” I questioned. She is about to give me Holly and I just move away. “No.. I need to sleep. That thing cries all the time.” I pointed at Holly. “Thing? This is not any thing. It's your daughter Nick. It's a baby. She needs her father.” Oh I so didn't wanted this to happened. Why I have to have that daughter? Why? I moved to my room and started to put my clothes on. “Alright. I had it. I'm taking her back to Nicky. I can't be parent. I'm too young to be.” I looked at her. “I wished I could be good parents with you if we could be together, but... you want to get married and I can't afford that for you.” I said and looked very sorry look on my face. “Well I have my plans. Jesse told me that he wanna get married some day. If I get lucky. I might be Mrs. McCartney next year.” And then she hand over the Holly to me. I took her to my hands and she started to cry in my arms. She was silent when she was in Mary's arms. “Please come with me. I can't drive when she cries like this. You hold her while I drive. Please?” I begged her and looked at her friendly. “As a friend I ask you to come.” I couldn't believe it I said that. She think for moment and she took Holly back to her hands and she stopped crying. “No. Let's not take her to Nicky. I will look after her while you are sleeping. But wake up before 9pm. Jesse pick me up that time.” And she then walked out of the my room. She want to keep her. It was my lucky day. She's going to be mother to Holly. And Holly is my daughter. We are going to be family. Maybe she have some feelings for me still, but it's unpossible to get her back without marriage. Should I get that risk and do it? I can't live without her, but I just hate to think of marriage. And now she goes date with that Jesse? I have to stop it. But how. I should call Mariah here and ask her out. And then I follow Jesse and Mary to place where they are going to eat or something. Yes that was going to be great plan. I took my cell and dial Mariah's number. “Hey babe. I want to make it up to you what I said to you today earlier. Wanna go to out to eat?” Oh she said yes and was very exciting about it. So I told her to come 8:30pm to my dad's place so we can go 9pm. This plan was prefect. I can't wait to see Mary's face when she sees me with Mariah around me. I was so going to get her back. Like it or not.

Hours past by and it was 8pm. I walked to Mary's room and I saw her to do her hair ready. I knock at her door and walked inside. “Hey. Just wanted to tell you that... I got a date today as you. BJ promised to look after Holly.” I said and smiled to her. She looked at me and was putting ear rings. “Oh that's so kinda of her. You got a date too? With that Black hair girl?” she questioned. Was she jealous. I hoped she was. “Yeah. Mariah is her name. I use to call her Black hair girl too when I didn't know her name.” I tried to be friendly and talk some real stuff. Not just hot sexy she was or how much I wanted to fuck her. “Mariah? That's nice, Nick. You look good. Is that shirt I bought for you?” She looked at me and smiled. “Yeah. Thought it would be perfect tonight. It's match to my eyes, right?” I asked and smiled to her. She only nods and start to make up herself. Oh damn she looked so hot. She was wearing this black dress what was so short that you can see her pare legs. It ended right to her knees. And she have v-crack near by her breasts so you can see those squeezed to each other. I so wanted her. Should I just kiss her and tell her how I feel and how sorry I am? She then stoop and looked at me. “Well how do I look, friend?” she spin around and stops to pose. I only smiled and winked at her. “very nice. Maybe I should take you out and have you all by myself.” I smiled to her and moved closer to her. She walked away from me when I was walking to near her. “Stop. You don't mean that. You are only joking, right?” She asked and crawled to her bed and moved to other side the bed. Oh she couldn't get away from me. I like dot tease her. I moved closer to her and she was against the wall and it was only me on her way to get away. She was trapped. She looked at me and I was just smiling. Oh she was so hot. I so want to fuck her right here and right now. “have I told you how sexy you look. Don't you think that's too much to Jesse? You are going to give him heart-attack.” Looked at her up and down. “And you wouldn't get heart-attack cause of this?” She look like that she was enjoying me to say that I think she was sexy. “Oh no. I would go t heaven and have all naked woman around me. And I wish you could be one of them.” And then I heard step from Mary's room door. “Here you are sweety. Sorry if I'm early.” it was Mariah. Yes... very early. I would might wanted to kiss Mary but instead I have to kiss Mariah. I moved away from Mary and step back away from her. Then suddenly Mariah started to kiss me deeply with her tongue. I can see Mary's face disgusting. I moved Mariah away from the kiss and smiled. “Babe... You are so early. And damn you look so sexy.” She was wearing black leather miniskirt, white ripped off t-shirt and black boots with heels. “And you too. But I hate this shirt. Come on. Let's go change it.” She grap my hand and walked me to my room. I waved to Mary quickly.