Nick Carter Fan Fiction: Forbidden Love 37

Chapter 37

**Mary's view** 

Jesse McCartney

Time was almost 9 and then my cell rang. I pick it up and looked at the caller. It was Jesse. I answer it and was smiling. “Hey you. Are you soon here?” I questioned. “Hey... Well I'm sorry but I forgot I had work tonight. How about tomorrow?” He asked and I sat down to bed. “Oh yes... You told that earlier today. Well that's fine. Tomorrow sounds very good. 9Pm?” I questioned and started to undress my clothes off while still talking. “Yeah. I'm very sorry. Hope you are not mad or anything.” He was so sweet. Maybe Jesse and I are getting well. “OH don't worry babe. I'm fine. Just do what you must do. Talk to you soon.” We said good night and goodbyes to each other and I hung up the phone. I change my clothes to little bit for relaxing. I walked out of the room and sat down to couch and start to watch TV. I hear some giggles from Nick's room. I bet Mariah doesn't want to get married either so they are perfect to each other. I heard steps from the stairs and BJ walks upstairs Holly in her arms. I smiled to BJ and whispers to her. “Hey. Is she sleeping?” She looks at me and smiles. “Yes. Oh she's so sweet. She actually have nick's eyes, but Paris hair. I just hate that b-i-t-c-h. I'm actually glad Nick dump her.” Bj said it like she's been hating Paris forever. “Oh yeah? I had too. And I'm relive that he's not with her. And she can be jail forever. But she will be there forever.” I looked at Holly who was sucking her own thump. I stood up and walked closer to BJ. “May I? I can look after her rest of the night.” She handed her to me and looks at me. “Nick told me that you have date tonight.” I took Holly my arms and sat back to couch. “Yeah, but Jesse needed to do some work. We go tomorrow.” I looked up to BJ. “So what is wrong with my brother then?” BJ asked and sat to chair. I looked at her and smiled. “Well nothing, but he doesn't wanna get married. He wants kids but not married. Mariah in his room is just perfect to him.” I looked back down to Holly who was looking at me with her big blue beautiful eyes. I smiled to her and hold her tight to my chest. “He doesn't want what?” BJ surprised. I looked back to BJ and she looked surprised. “Yeah... He doesn't wanna get married. Ever. Not what just happened to your parents. And me another hand... I wanna get married. That's why Nick and I broke up.” I put my look back to Holly who was playing with my pendant what I was still wearing. “He's stupid to leave you cause of that. I thought you and him are perfect to each other.” BJ said and was little angry. I sigh and looked at to BJ. “Well now that I know nothing won't happen between me and Nick... I should go back to Finland.” And then I heard Nick's door open and Nick walked out with Mariah who was smiling so happy. “Oh look it's your daughter Holly. And your sister Leslie.” She said like she was on drugs. “That's BJ, babe.” Nick said smiling and looked at me and was bit surprised look on his face. “Isn't those little bit too comfy to go date?” He questioned and walked closer. “My date is tomorrow. Jesse couldn't make it. But you two have wonderful time.” I smiled friendly. Oh yeah right. I was hating to smile both of them. “OH we surely will. Right my sweet cupcake?” Mariah Asked and kissed him to lips with her tongue. Oh so gross. “yeah, yeah. Of course we will. And then we going to have after party at my summerhouse. Having some woohoo time.” he said and squeezed Mariah's ass. “Okay you two. Maybe you should go now. I need to put Holly to sleep.” I said and got up and walked to other guestroom. I just couldn't see Nick with that hooker. Jealousy definitely worked. I was definitely jealousy of her. I put Holly down to her cradle and smiled to her. “Nice and sweet dreams, Holly. We see you tomorrow morning.” I touched her fingers and she touched them with her small hands. OH she was so beautiful. I never had seen this beautiful as she is now. I do want one of these one day. I put next to her, her favorite soft toy. It was dolphin. Of course she was Nick's daughter. Both likes dolphins. I took deep breath and still looked at her. Hopefully Holly is not going to learn call me as mom these 5 years. It would be disaster. Well Who wouldn't be mother to this child. She was so beautiful and I wanted to hold her all the time. Was I falling to this child? Maybe calling me as mom wouldn't be so bad idea. But my age... I'm 13 years old and here I was... Taking good care of this baby girl. Would I be mother this young. 

Mary (Carrie Underwood)

I started to think and then there was small knock on the door. I turn to look there and saw my sister. She was dressed like she was going to date. Wow I never had seen this side of my sister. I smiled and walked to door. “Wow. Going or coming?” I questioned. She smiled and looked at her clothes. “Coming actually. I had a date with Hayden again. It was very romantic. He took me to this Italian restaurant. Food was so amazing. You should go there someday with Jesse. And after that we went to this club and we danced 3 hours row. Oh I'm so beat. And he brought me home and kissed me.” Hannah said and was smiling so much that I can see it hurts her face. I never had seen my sister this happy. She deserve to go out and have some fun. I hugged her and smiled. “Oh Hannah. I'm glad you had fun. I was going to have date tonight with Jesse, but he had a work to do. We go date tomorrow.” I looked at her and smiled. “Jesse? Jesse who? You didn't told me about this before. What about Nick? You still love him don't you?” she asked and looked at me. “Love? No I don't love him. I hate him. He don't wanna get married. Why should I be with a guy who doesn't wanna get married?” I questioned and sat down to couch. She sat next to me and sighed. “Oh my poor little sister. I thought it was what you wanted too. No marriage. Since when you wanted to get married?” she asked and looked at me surprised. What should I answer to her? I took deep breath and looked at her. “Well Holly change my mind. Since when I get a chance to be around her, everything started to be more clearly. I want to have a family, but I need to be married too. And I know Jesse can let me have that. Nick doesn't. So... I should give love of my life walk away and married a guy who wanna get married.” I stood up and walked away from my sister. Hannah followed me and stopped me to go. “That's stupid, dear sister. If you give some time to Nick then he realize how much he wanna be with you. And when you 2 had been together long enough... He's gonna propose.” She looked at me like she was knowing what is going on. That was hell good advice. Should I just call him and tell him that I love him. “No... You should hear what he told me. He don't want get married ever. And I don't wanna waste my time with him. I'm fine. Really. I'm happy with Jesse even I had only know him 2 days. He's sweet and kind to me.” sister crossed her hand against her chest and looked at me. “Want me to talk to him?” she asked and I looked at her. “No... you let this go. Do not come to this. This is mine and Nick's thing. I don't need your help. Good night sister.” I walked to my room and went to on my bed. I looked at to roof and start to think of Nick. Was he with Mariah to make me jealous? Well I definitely was trying to make him jealousy of Jesse. I looked at the clock and it was 9:30. Oh I wish Jesse would be here right now. I don't wanna fall asleep alone tonight. I heard cry suddenly and I get up off the bed and walked out of the room to Holly's.
 I walked to room and I saw someone to holding her. I put lights on and he was standing there. Nick was holding his daughter and he was still wearing his clothes what he was using his... date? He turn around to see me and smiled. “I couldn't go to date with her. Holly needs me. I can't leave her.” It was only thing I let him to say and I walked away back to my room. So he didn't go to date and I didn't go to date... This was weird. Should I go back in there and ask what is going on? I walked to my door and open it and then he was standing behind my room's door. “We need to talk.” he said and walked inside my room to not even ask can he come in. I closed my room's door and looked at him. “What is going on, Nick? Why you aren't date with Mariah?” I asked and he smiled at me. “Cause of Holly. I heard she was crying and then I decide to stay. She needs me.” Nick said and sat down to my chair. He looked up to my laptop and smiled. “You still have picture of us in your laptops wallpaper. Why?” he questioned and looked at me. I walked to my table and shut my laptop and looked at Nick. “Don't lie to me Nick. You didn't go cause I wasn't.” I crossed me hand to against chest and looked very pissed of at him. He stood up and looked at me. He was so tall and handsome. I would lose battle with him if we would fight each other. “You really wanna know why?” he asked and I only nod my head.