Nick Carter Fan Fiction: Forbidden Love 32

Chapter 32

**Nick's view**

That was hard to me let her go, but if she wanna be happy in marriage then I can't offer her that. Just what happened to my parents, I don't want that for me so why to go married? Then won't happen these things and no need to get divorce. I walked to kitchen and took a beer from fridge. Now I wanna get drunk so freaking bad. Oh whatta hell... I take all beer. I took all 15 beer what was in the fridge and went to out backyard and walked to garage. I know dad can handle Holly today. I just need to get drunk. I sat down near by tires and put all 15 beer next to my other side. I open the first one and then I saw my dog Mickey to walk to me and get lay down to my feet. I smiled to Mickey and stroke him from the head for bit. He enjoyed that and went to his back and was now all his paws up to sky. Now I stroke him from the belly. Oh he really enjoyed. I drink beer same time and looked at Mickey. He was only a dog. Dogs can't speak human. I keep stroke him and drinking beer. What would I do without Mickey. He's good buddy who I can talk to. I stopped to stroke Mickey and dig my cell from my pocket. Now I know who I should to talk to. I find the name and called. “Hey man. You haven't call long time? How's it going?” man voice answer the phone. “Hey Bruce. Not really good actually. Wanna meet at my summerhouse in 45 mins? I really need to get drunk and maybe get laid for bit.” I said on the phone and started to drink another beer. “Oh you got it mate. I handle the girls and you drinks. You got drinks right?” Bruce asked and I looked next to me. “If 13 doesn't enough then I go get some more from the cellar. I bring all I got. You just bring the whores.” I said on the phone and get up and walked to cellar. “Dude... you okay?” Bruce asked and sounded like he was knowing what is going on. “It's this girl who actually make my day miserable. I just wanna forgot what happened today and get some hookers.” I said and took 4 bottles of red and white wine, 24 bottles of beer to my trunk. “Okay man. That sounded like you really need to forgot all that. You got it man. You got it. See you soon.” he said and I just hang up on him. I shut the truck and see Angel standing in the garage door. “Are you going somewhere?” she asked and I just walked to drivers side to open the door. “Damn it Nick. If you go to get drunk yourself and fuck some hookers, you never going to get Mary back to yourself like that. She won't come out your room.” “Why should I care, Angel? She won't except the way I want to be. I don't wanna get married ever. If she want to get married then she should find someone who will.” I snapped at to Angel. Angel looked at me disappointed. “She loves you Nick anyway. Why on earth should would cry then?” Angel asked and I just sit inside my car. Angle sit inside too and looked at me angry. “Damn it Nicholas. She didn't mean that you two should break up. She want to give you a chance. Go up there and make her feel better.” I looked at to Angel. “Get out of my car.” I said little angry. Angel shake her head when she went to outside. “Your funeral Nick.” She then smashed the car door shut and walked back inside. I looked up to see my room window. Would she be that miserable? Did I do right choice? No... I won't go to that crap anymore. She's the one who said that she want get married and have those 6 kids. She can go married and be miserable rest of her life. I start the engine and drove off to road to my summerhouse to see Bruce and some hookers. This night would be great!

**Angel's view**

I can't believe Nick is such an asshole. I know he's my big brother, but he can be stupid sometimes. They were in love days and now look at them. They are fighting again. When this ends and they both make up and makes some babies? Nick should get married with Mary. Mary wouldn't hurt him like Paris did. This is going to work. I walked to Nick's room and saw Mary sleeping on Nick's bed. She would be amazing Carter. Best woman my brother could ever had. And now he goes get himself drunk and goes to fuck some hookers. He must go to summerhouse cause it's the only place where Nick can be invincible from paparazzies. Last time when he was with Paris, he was in every magazine drunk and all over her kissing and touching her. That just disgusted me. When Mary came to his life, he changed somehow, but now the old Nick is back. Dad won't like this. He will kill him to do this Mary. Oh and Holly. Nick's daughter who he just got to himself. This day goes just better and better. Well not better of course... Worse. Nick got daughter in same day when he dumped Mary and goes get drunk. This is not so like him. I closed the Nick's room door and sighed. I pray for god to make them back together and make Nick stop drinking. I sat to couch and turn TV on. I wish I could find someone to my life and get married and have some kids. I smiled and saw Jensen Ackles on TV. Too bad Jensen is dating someone. He would be great. Well as single is always better. I should go out and go to clubs have some fun. But I don't wanna go alone. Who I should ask to go with me? I looked at to nick's door and start to think. Yeah... Mary need to go out and find someone to make Nick jealous. I got up and walked to Nick's room. “Mary. Get up. We are going to have some party.” I said exciting. She got up and looked at me odd look on my face. “Come on. Time to forgot my brother and find something new. I know good place where's some hottie guys.” I said smiling and pulled her out of the bed. “But I don't want to.” she only said and get back to bed. I sighed and looked at her. “Please. I wanna help. Wanna get Nick back. Only way is to get him jealous. You with me or not?” I asked smiling.